Home

I can't find it

This place that seems to exist for everyone

Except me anyway

I thought I was there once 

It felt like home

But like most pretty things, those memories faded

I can barely recall now

Was I ever there?

Do I just see illusions?

Sometimes I think that’s enough

And then the picture becomes more and more washed out

Frayed at the ends

And it can hold me no longer

I need this place to call my own

Where I hear laughter

Where I'm not afraid

  Or alone

                      (I hate that the most I think)

I need reason to believe that I'm on my way

Perhaps it’s just around the corner?

I hope at least... There's always hope right?

Maybe I just want to be missed when I’m gone

Have a careful eye on the horizon

A place to come back to

No matter how long I’m away

With someone waiting for me

Who’s thinking of me tonight?

And am I home to him?