Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth. ~Benjamin Disraeli
So here's my truth in its rawest form....

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Haiku Series #57

To feel the sunlight
Enfolding all around me
Feels almost like home
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Monday, December 30, 2013

Haiku Series #56

See the way it burns?
This ice coursing through my veins
It breaks for no one
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Sunday, December 29, 2013

Haiku Series #55

My worst enemy
was always me. Need you to
save me from myself
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Saturday, December 28, 2013

Haiku Series #54

Everywhere I turn
It collapses all around me
The weight of it all
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Friday, December 27, 2013

Haiku Series #53

Your words haunt me still
Those nights are all I have left
Stolen memories
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Thursday, December 26, 2013

Haiku Series #52

I have to purge you
Remove the thoughts that plague me
You have to let me
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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Haiku Series #51

No sleeping tonight
I hear you in the darkness
No escaping it
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Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Haiku Series #50

I can let you go
Watch you fade into the night
Like a shooting star
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Monday, December 23, 2013

Haiku Series #49

I didn't see you
Yet you were always there
But it's still not time
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Sunday, December 22, 2013

Haiku Series #48

Tired of running
In these infinite circles
They don't lead to you
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Saturday, December 21, 2013

Haiku Series #47

I put up these walls
Long before I met you
You can tear them down
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Friday, December 20, 2013

Haiku Series #46

Why do we do this?
There is no way to fix us
Please just walk away
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Thursday, December 19, 2013

Haiku Series #45

The thought just kills me
The before us and after
How so much can change
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Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Haiku Series #44

Take stock of your life
Is this where you thought you'd be?
You can make it right
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Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Haiku Series #43

I have gone adrift
Being neither here nor there
Somewhere in-between
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Monday, December 16, 2013

Haiku Series #42

The sun blinds my eyes
Horizon never ending
Far away from home
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Sunday, December 15, 2013

Haiku Series #41

The waves are violent
Crushing bones and stealing breaths
Merciless on me
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Saturday, December 14, 2013

Haiku Series #40

It's much too quiet
Alone with my thoughts again
That's a scary place
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Friday, December 13, 2013

Haiku Series #39

This pull of my heart
Broke me from my reverie
I cannot go back
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Thursday, December 12, 2013

Haiku Series #38

I watch the smoke swirl
Outlining you in its haze
But you are not there
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One day at a time

I always hear the whispers
invading my thoughts
Breaking down my resolve
To an inch of my sanity
The way it beckons
stirring memories
Which then intertwine
with harsh realities
And I remember why
I walked away that night
That's the moment
I have to catch my breath
Chanting mantras
while I break into a sweat
I never knew you, did I?
That's the sad, simple truth
lodged in my throat
It dampers the whispers
into a bearable white noise
Day 41, check

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Haiku Series #37

Wherever you are
I still carry you with me
Always in my heart
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Tuesday, December 10, 2013

Haiku Series #36

You are my anchor
My solace, my gravity
You are home to me
Read the full poem
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Monday, December 9, 2013

Haiku Series #35

This sweet serenade,
I thought was calling to me,
was laced in venom
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Sunday, December 8, 2013

Haiku Series #34

I drown in your voice
Lose focus of everything
It pulls me under
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Saturday, December 7, 2013

Haiku Series #33

The clocks slow ticking
Reminds me I'm still here
Cannot fade away
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Friday, December 6, 2013

Haiku Series #32

Illuminating!
Closing my eyes doesn't help
I still see you there
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Home to me

You are my anchor
My solace, my gravity
You are home to me

Wherever you are
I still carry you with me
Always in my heart

I cannot let go
The pieces of you and me
It's all I have left

I am at my best
Because you see that in me
You are home to me

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Haiku Series #31

No more words to say
Yes, I would have followed you
But it's far too late
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Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Haiku Series #30

My creaseless pillow
It calls to me, sings sweetly
But I find no peace
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Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Haiku Series #29

This pain reminds me
The fact that I cannot breath
That I'm without you
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Monday, December 2, 2013

Haiku Series #28

I am not alone
You fill every empty space
Surrounded by love
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Sunday, December 1, 2013

Haiku Series #27

You tried to best me
Take care, I'm coming for blood
When you least expect
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