Pretty lies

Someday isn't here yet
I hope it never comes
This reality is haunting me
My illusion is caving in
But I'll always come back
               when you call me
I'll wait
In the dusty corners of your mind
No need to say goodbye
I know you'll come back too
I hope so anyway
There's always hope... right?
But someday isn't here yet
I'll try to keep it at bay a little longer
Just to drink you in some more
The truth is so cruel
So I listen to the pretty lies
                I tell myself instead